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imangelofmusic
11 October 2014 @ 06:50 pm
Author note: This was a dream I had already sometime ago and after I woke up, like in the middle of the night I just had to write it down so I wouldnt forget it. I turned it into a oneshot.

You're in a dark room.
How did you get there?
It's not like you really care.

The room isn't really big, yet it seems massive.
The walls are dark wood. The ceiling is painted dark red.
The room is illuminated with only one old lamp hanging from the middle of the ceiling, still it gives the room enough light to see around.

You notice there in an old armchair in the middle of the room. Straight from the time of Late Baroque in 18th century, that too is made of dark wood.
What wood is it? Mahogany?
The cushions are matching darker red with golden old looking patterns all around them just like in the late 16th century.
You walk to the chair and sit down.

Only then do you realize there is someone sitting on the floor in the corner of the room.
Who is that person?
You get up and go closer to that person.
It's a man.

You ask him if he is okay.
He looks up at you.
His face is covered with make up. He looks like a puppet.
The puppet doesn't answer to your question, Only lets out a long sigh and goes back to looking at the floor, from time to time the wall.
You try asking again if he is okay, if he needs anything.
He only mumbles something to himself.
You drag the chair closer so you can sit down with the man.

He's sitting in the corner, hugging his legs, face now resting on his knees. Now that you look at him so close he seems like he is lost, disorientated and his eyes are empty from emotions.
You once again try asking the puppet if he is ok.
You see tears falling from his darkly make uped eyes, down the white cheeks to the black lines around his lips.
He's crying.
Why is he crying?
You beg him to tell you what's wrong. The tears just keep falling from those emotionless eyes, no sound leaving his lips.
You're lost of what to do.
The puppet begins to look more and more disorientated. You're starting to panic and then he just stops.
The tears stop falling.
The man mumbles something to himself once again.
What is he saying?
You want to know so for the last time you try asking if he needs anything.
This time the puppet answers.
His voice is smooth, not dark nor light, not deep nor high, just smooth and perfect. Even the way he says his words is smooth.

Being so engrossed by his voice you didn't hear what he actually said. You ask him to repeat his words.
Perfect excuse to hear his voice again.
”It was no use. I failed.”
What was he talking about?
What did he mean with that?
What had he done?
Where did he fail?
You ask him what he meant with it.
Long sigh and an empty look is all you get.
You feel sorry for the puppet.
Yes, you have decided he is a puppet.
Sad looking lost puppet.

You look at his clothes. Funny. Purple pants and white V lined t-shirt. Nothing special. You let out amused huff.
He looks at you.
You fall back to the chair.
His eyes. Deep brown. Deep and now full of emotions.
Hate, determination and bit of madness for sure.
Where did the lost puppet go?
You're shocked.
Just a moment ago the puppet was crying!
The puppet looks at you in the eyes and gives you a crooked smile.
You can't blink, you can't breath nor move your body. You can only look at him and his deep brown eyes.
Now he is sitting on the floor, legs crossed leaning to his hand so now he is even closer to you.
When did he have the time to do that?
You look at his eyes and notice his lips start to move. He's going to say something.
”But I no longer want to be anyones puppet.”
 
 
 
imangelofmusic
09 September 2014 @ 02:15 am
LJ is pretty much dead isnt it....
 
 
 
 
 
imangelofmusic
16 July 2013 @ 12:55 pm
[LONG PICCY SPAM! ]k1
Well, i wouldnt be happy either xD

k42
Can u believe he is photographing a dog?! Happy Man!

k2
These ppl hav sm with hands...

k3
"Whatcha doing?!"

k4
"Ye, NO!"

k5
XD THIS FACE!! XD

k6
He can hav this -^
k41
He looks like this -^ DUDE!

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I dont like...
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He saw the love of his life!
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...
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after this the screen went black..THEY DIDNT KISS!
k11
XD *lean back* dooont touch!
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This looks oddly familiar...
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<3
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<3
k15
THE HANDS! WHATS WITH THE HANDS?!
k16
His smile x_x
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and he looks good in pink
k18
If that is pasta... XD SO FAMILIAR SCENE!!!
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This look -^
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Coz his guy is in wrong bed -^
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But its ok <3
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Nice XD
k24
THIs SCENE! I've seen this too XD
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daaW!!
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...the hands -_-
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Familiar again XD
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he never changes does he?
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...
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yep, No.
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aww<3
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But he doesnt look happy...
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whyy?
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COZ HIS LOVE IS DYING IN HIS ARMS!
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not a happy bunny
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...
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N then he's dead -_-
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n this guy looks good crying XD
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Poor man
k40
<3


 
 
 
imangelofmusic
15 July 2013 @ 06:27 pm

Had a small marathon of BL movies, starting with my loooovely Ai No Kotodama <3 omg how that movie never gets boring! Then skipped through Takumi-kun movies. Tried watching Boys Love movie 1&2 but couldnt coz ;_;

kimi no ita natsu zenhen. New movie that i just got. Saito Yasuka <3 HOMG! So cute and hot! I hav NO idea whats it all about but it wasnt a happy ending one. Need to find subs or smt.

 
 
 
imangelofmusic
30 April 2013 @ 01:24 am

hanami, desucon, tracon, animecon, phonebills, fuel, hospital bills, no summerjob! IM DEAD! n im not even gonna start with all the clothes n make ups n shit i might need...

oooh! and i found this cuuuuteh! emo dude...he has an interesting hobby...tsihhihhi <3

 
 
 
 
 
imangelofmusic
03 February 2013 @ 11:48 am
http://namashitsuji.jp/caststaff/ n im not liking what i see....why not keep Ciel the same too!
 
 
 
imangelofmusic
10 January 2013 @ 12:16 am
gonna visit Tampere this weekend and go eat japanese food n yummi ice cream and god knows what!<3 i cant wait! wonder what else i can come up with!
also starting 4.2 i will be doing on-the-job learning in kindergarten for 2months for my studies....<3 i really do love kids<3
The knee that was operated on ... is not doing 100% good. Its not 100% stable anymore after i somehow managed to twist it on uneven hard snow. I can walk with it normally inside the house but i rather keep my legbrace on when i go outside, when before xmas i could walk without it even outside. im sooooo unhappy!
and kuro rant continues!Collapse )